Searching

What am I searching for?

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Have I lost what I have been searching for in all this quest to find what I am searching for? Has all of the reading I have done pushed me further away from my goal or closer? It feels like I am further away from my search then I was when I started searching. Have I lost sight of what I am searching for or have I found new meaning in what I was truly searching for? 

Have I found what I am looking for and the reason I feel like I am further away from it is that I am seeking deeper meaning? There are so many things that we search for and sometimes it feels like we are more lost now than we where before. What am I searching for? Why can’t I find meaning in what I am searching for? Is it time to take a step back? Is it time to give up searching? Or it this the right time to dig deeper? Finder stronger meaning and maybe just maybe find what we are looking for?